Disappointment 失望

成绩已经公布了。Result has been released.
退步了很多很多。My result for the 1st sem of 2nd year is disappointed me.
自问：I keep asking my self:
有努力吗？Did you put effort in study?
有。不过好像是往错的方向。I did. But seem like my effort is putting to the wrong direction.
想想上学期学了什么？What I've learned in the pass sem?
似乎只能用“忙”来形容。Nth. What I remembered is busy.
虚空，虚空。一切都是虚空。。。Meaningless, meaningless, utterly meaningless
我没有很好的学习背景,I do not have a great background in study
一切都是神的恩典。everything is by the grace of God

洛克菲勒曾告訴兒子，起點不是終點，不管出身如何，日後成敗，還是靠自己的努力。

鄭丁賢‧葉亞來和洛克菲勒2010-12-27 08:39
John D.Rockefeller

我的的确确有努力， 可能不够努力。Ya, I did put a lot of effort, probably not enough,though.
算了吧！Haiz....
下周就是新的学期，有新的发展空间。Next week is the brave new sem, a new space and area for me to develop I, myself.
这次要学会忙中有节制，玩中有自制。The lesson I have learn from last sem is self-control.

Learn through the pain

Commit everything to God since He has allowed tribulations to be happened in my life....
The next four papers would be answered by the my hand which is holding by the hands of almighty God....
I will try my hard to study everything I can.
I will try my best, God will do the rest...

My parents moved to Batu Pahat yesterday, I missed them so much...
I feel very pain as they have to moving around until now...
I do not know when this will be ended...
They are not young any more, yet they have carry those weight that might be heavier than them...
I really wish that I could be there and help them to do those heavy job...
But I am here, in Sabah (UMS) facing final examination...
I wish to do well in my exam in order to make them feel proud of having a daughter who is able to get an excellent results in university....
YET I didn't do well....

I am so sorry.....
I love you, dad and mum...
I know you've never wanted me to force myself to get an excellent results...
But what could I repay you if I didn't do well in exam?
I do not have the ability to earn money for you, so that you can accomplish your wish in owning a church to serve God...
What I know is pray for you, and try my best in executing my duty as a student...

Do you know that how much
I miss you and love you?

It's pain....really pain.....

Final exam again, tend to give up...

This is the 3rd sem in UMS.
It's not easy to continue my journey.
Tend to let go everything.

"Meaningless! Meaningless!" says the Teacher.
"Utterly meaningless!"
Everything is meaningless."

Ecclesiates 1:2

Is it alright for me to let go?
Am I still wanna to strive for 1st class like my elder brother?
I know very well that it is impossible.

I can do all this through him who gives me strength

Philippians 4:13

Am I really can?

I know I can't because I am not good enough...

If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask GOD, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him, BUT when he asks, he must BELIEVE and NO DOUBT.

James 1:5,6

No, no....I am doubt...

I always ask myself,
"Are you really try your best?"
I daren't to asnwer "Yes",
because I don't know how to define "BEST"?
Somemore,
If I think I have already tried my best, yet I didn't get the "Best" results;
is that means that I am not smart?

Ya, maybe I am not smart, I have to admit it...
So, don't force myself to go for 1st class...

Well, then
how about Dean list?
Is it very important for me to keep my name in Dean list?
No matter how hard I try to keep myself in the Dean list,
still, I will graduate with 2nd upper class...
Same with those friends who score for CGPA 3.00 and above.

So, what is it for to try so hard in order to get in to the Dean list?
Is it really proud to go on the stage and be awarded a cert during the AIMS night?
I don't really think it is...
OK,
think in another way,
is it shame for me to not to get into that category while other friends are in?

Eem...
Yes,
I think I will feel inferior to the others and disappointed to myself.

So, as a conclusion
I have to try to get myself in Dean list in this sem as well...

However, I think it is hard for me to achieve CGPA with 3.5 this sem...
I have been very busy for activities in campus, faculty, and in church...
I didn't do well in my mid-sem exam, quiz, and assignments in this sem...

I hope to try my best in the final, BUT I didn't...

I feel sorry and guilty,
I was not performing well in my last 2 papers in Final.
I answered wrongly in most of the questions, even it's the simplest question...

I was quite relaxing and kept wacthing movies and sleeping during the study week...
I have not been like that before during exam period..
I think I have been out of my mind, insane, somehow....

How could I able to get good results?

I am too disappointed and feel like to give up...

I am not like my elder brother who is able to get 1st class,
though I really wish to follow his step...

What will my results be?

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him and He will do this: He will make your righteousness liek the dawn, the justice of your cause lik the noonday sun.

Psalms 37:4-6

Not easy

Recently i discovered that i can't refuse other's request...

Am i good in hiding my feelings or can be said i ignore it?

What is happening to me?

Stressful

Tomorrow have Dr. Yasmin class.
Her class always make me feel stress and anxiety as I don't know when she will give us POP QUIZ.
Think of the first week of her lecture,
she gave us Quiz after the lecture straight away.
Wow! I could remember that my heart missed one bit after I heard of it...

I don't know why Pn. Izreen was in bad mood in this morning.
She expressed her anger to us by having a Quiz.
SWT!
I didn't study and didn't do any preparation for this course as I was exhausted last night after doing 6 hours lab work.
What to do?
I don't know how to face my results for this sem.

I tried to share my feeling to my dad, but he can't understand me and blaming me for taking part in too many activities in campus and in church.
I keep explaining to him, but he couldn't accept it.
Maybe he was right, I am overloaded.
However, I need his comfort for this moment and not his admonishment.
Who should I talk to?
Who can understand me?
Who can lend me his shoulder to let me lean on?
Who is my refuge?

What I can do now is pray and ask for God's comfort and strength for me to continue my tough journey.

Feel lucky and glad that I know Him since I was born. Otherwise I don't know how to overcome the troubles, conflicts, and difficulties happened in my life.

复杂的心情

开心，
因为有一班坦诚的朋友

失望，
因为自己表现不好

难过，
因为失去了见证

感动，
因为有一班能互相关怀的朋友

心痛，
因为他和她太累了

感恩，
因为有个避难所

后悔，
因为做了些不该做的事

I didn't mean it

I didn't mean to disturb u...
Really...
Am I too hasty?
I do not know.
I just want to try what I can do to achieve the best results...
Sad, sad, sad...
Why am I getting hurt so easily recently?
I m so so so fragile and not as tough as I used to be...
Lord, please give me strength to overcome all these things in this very moment...
Pray for me, guys!

Help! I need help~

You know, until now, there is no emcee for Japanese Culture Night which will be held at the end of this month, 31st of July...OMG!

Really stress~

At first, them said they wanna find first year students to be the emcees for that night...But you know what, time is passing unrelentingly...So far, they haven't found any first year student who are capable to be the emcee...

Guys, how can you discover a talented person in just a few days?
That's impossible!!!!

That's why I keep finding emcees before the sem break of the 2nd sem of 2009/2010...

But, most people rejected... I know they maybe busy in studying or other activities that they are participated in..

But for me, they are acting cruel to me...

Help~

That's another problem now...

Act, I won't be around in UMS at that night...
I will be in the Sepulut together with a team of SSMP students and also medical team to deliver help to those needy villagers and students...

Who can help me?

Can anyone takes over my position in JCN?

I wish I can devote myself to being the best in this position, but I can't....

Left 3 papers

What is my feeling after Statistic paper?
Speechless...
I am not sure with the answer...
Not like last time,
I always confident in Mathematics....
BUT,
now I am scared...
What results will I get for Statistic?
I have to admit that I didn't put a lot of efforts on it...
Though I really hope that I can get at least B+....
Seems like it is impossible for me to get what I wish to...
I still remember my mid term for Statistic, I chose the wrong test...
haizz....
What should I do?

Delight yourself in the LORD and HE will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in HIM and HE will do this: HE will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

Psalms 37:4-6

Left 3 papers
After finished the major subjects, laziness is endeavouring to "devour" my volition to study....
How am I going to sit for these 3 papers without proper preparations?


I can do everything through HIM who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13

进步？退步？

考试第一周就这样过去了， 三张考卷也就这样考完了。。。
无意中发现我的读书方式及心态变了。。。
以前我是为了不要冒险，把老师所教过的都认真地阅读；
现在我是为了吸取知识， 把老师所教过的都认真的研读。

人家说， 你真大胆， 不看历年考卷吗？
抱歉， 上个学期就是看太多了， 反而令自己混淆。
因为有考卷，没答案；
增加了思考的时间， 减少了消化课文的时间。

知道出题的模式能改变什么吗？
倒不如安安份份地去消化学生应该要懂得的知识。。。

看历年的考卷的目的简单得很吧~
只是为了考好成绩。。。

可能是懒惰， 所以找些借口安慰自己。。。
然而， 我们考试是为了什么？
为了考好成绩而考？
为了测试知识而考？

前者昂或是后者呢？

多数人都是为了前者
结果是不晓得如何应用知识。。。

教育的失败昂或是我不明白考试的“真谛”

思及于此，
我的思想， 心态， 脑袋是进步了还是退步了？

这学期的成绩， 我好“期待”。。。
不是因为我能“作答自如 ”，
而是希望讲师能尽责地批改。
有两科主科修科目的讲师由于太忙碌， 而无法抽空批改半期考的考卷。
累积下来有三百多份的考卷，再 加上学哥学姐的考卷的话。。。

哇， 数量可真不少啊~

他们会如何批改呢？
一天平均花五小时批改十份， 一份约有十道题目。一道题平均约耗三分钟。
要批改完我班的考卷就需花约一个多月的时间。
（这是以最有效率的方式计算）
至于学哥学姐的。。。
抱歉，
无法预计所耗时间。

这学期的成绩会进步还是退步呢？

很快的，到了第二学期的尾声

考了两个科目， 心情没那并没像想象中的沉重。。。
应该感恩吧！
不再会为这不会做的考卷而流泪。。。
虽说放下了， 但还是无法入眠。。。
是因为还有五个科目正在等着我吗？
还是我并没有完全放下？

Delight yourself in the Lord and HE will give you the disires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; Trust in HIM and HE will do this: HE will make your righteuosness like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

Psalms 37:4-6

Study week

Feeling lazy and no mood to study...
What is the reason for me to study?
To get good results? Get a better class of degree? Get a better job?
I don't think this theory is true...
If it isn't true, then why i study?
To get knowledge?
Ya?
I am not sure I will get into the field I am studying now...
What should I do?
....
No matter what,
I have to study

21st birthday and Easter

Finally I reach 21(30th March 2010)

My 21st birthday very simple but significant
I spent the whole day to buy all the things for Easter gifts together with Shan Mei(my course mate)...


Thing happened like this:
On the day before my birthday(29th March 2010)
When i was reading the notes of Hubungan Etnik, the words of share the joy of Easter popped out in my mind... So i decided to give every of my classmates and lecturers a Easter gift on Thursday
(1/4/2010)

Making book marks

Packaging






The reason for me to do so is to share the love of GOD to them and let them know the resurrection of Jesus has brought us life and we are not afraid of death...


Do I feel alone?
Yes, I do..

My 21th birthday had been forgotten by many people and including I, myself...
I just realized after received the greeting msg from Zheng Yii and the call from Mee Lian at the mid night of 30th March.

No birthday song, no birthday cake, no any celebration.
However, thanks GOD that i have received a birthday gift from Joanne(course mate) and also received a lot of wishes from my class mates after being announced by class rep- Fatimah in my class...

I have to admit that I am a weak and vulnerable human being...
I really feel sad that all my close friends (in UMS) forgot my birthday...
But,
I didn't blame them as everyone is busy to complete the assignments that has to be handed up soon...
Some more one of my close friends fell sick and I know she feel sorry for me...
Please don't feel sorry for me but do feel happy and proud of me...

Because...
I am thankful for being able to do something for GOD in preparing the 250 Easter gifts together with 2 friends on my 21th birthday..
I am thankful for being able to cook porridge and take care of my friend who fall sick on the night of my 21th birthday..
I am thankful for being able to share the love to those people who is needy..

I like the way of having my birthday in serving others...
It was much more meaningful than go to some where else to celebrate with cakes, songs, presents and etc...
Eventhough it was quite lonely...
Eventhough in the depth of my heart really wish to have a cake and make a wish...

I know I am not alone...
Jesus is with me!

Lord, please strengthen me in every aspect...
I am 21 now, I wish to do more things for You...
I wish to get more Love from You so that I am able to love more people...
Bless me and my family, please...

Recently

10th of March
My car involved in an accident.
Actually that was my fault.
Anyway,
Thanks GOD, that's just a minor accident.
No one injured.

Recently really busy in doing assignments, lab reports, and presentation.
Getting more and more things to do.

I am preparing for my next sem activities as well.

1.SSMP countryside service
We are going to Sepulut, Pensiangan, Sabah on July 2010 to bring help to the villagers.
This project is organized by SSMP together with health ministry, so there will be doctors going together with us.
Sepulut is an interior area which located at the south of Sabah.
There have no electricity, network and pipe water.
It can be said as isolated place.
That's the reason we go over there.
We, as a student, must be exposed to outside world.
This is a golden opportunity for you and me to learn and to apply our knowledge in helping people.

2.SSMP foodbitez cafe
Whole new concept of cafe is going to be born in SSMP!

3.SSMP aims night
In the process of recruiting committee and figuring the theme.

4.Japanese cultural night
To UMS students:
I need emcee!!!
Really, who is able to speak Malay or English fluently is welcomed...
Of course, I am looking for a japanese speaker as well...
Please e-mail me if you are interested.
e-mail address:
milcah1989@hotmail.com
milcahai@gmail.com

5.Chinese debate club
Erm ... thinking a way to improve this club.

*SSMP=sekolah Sains Makanan dan Pemakanan

Still, campus ministry and study is my priority.

Final starts from 19th April to 5th May.
Havent started to study yet.

Hopefully I can arrange everything properly and able to score well in this sem in order to glorify the name of GOD.

Fasting 禁食

Please, don't think that I m a Holy person.
我并不是个神圣的人

The reason I want to fasting and pray is to seek the answer from GOD.
我需要神的引导， 所以我要禁食祷告

Honestly, I haven't settled in a church.
坦白说， 我还没固定在一个教会

In the end of year 2009, I had decided to stay in Grace Chaper of Kingfisher.
去年年尾， 我决定去翠鸟园的恩惠堂

Though, after I attended the Sunday service in Christ the King, Anglican church of
Kingfisher, which has started the mandarin service in the beginning of this year, I found my position in serving GOD on that moment.
但是， 基督君王教会（圣公会）在今年初开始了华文崇拜。在我参加了他们的一次聚会后， 我似乎找到了我在那间教会的事奉岗位。

So, I feel hesitate and I don't know how to make the decision.
我开始犹豫了。。。。。。

***I m not denigrate any church. Grace Chaper is a very nice church and you can really experience the warmth of family and the Love of Christ right there.

Some more, Skyline , the church located in Sutera Habour really impressed me. I like their preaching. Those preaching really inspire me. Not only that, the concept of the campus ministry that proposed by Christine who is now training the leaders for campus ministry really fits my burden. I ave a heart of evangelism in campus. However, there have some obstacles for me to join Skyline.
再加上， Skyline 是一间令我拥有印象非常深刻的教会。牧师所讲的道非常激励我。而且， 他们校园事工的概念与我的负担非常相似。但是，

Firstly, the distance of the church is very far from the place I stay.
它离我家太远了。

Secondly, I am from conservative denomination (Presbyterian and Methodist). So, I don't have the experience in speaking in tongue. Whatever I have been taught, not speaking in tongue doesn't means that you are not filled with holy spirit. But,apostle Paul did encourage us to speak in tongue in order to edify ourselves.
第二， 他们非常鼓励会友们说方言而我没此经验。因为我出生于保守宗派 （长老会与卫理公会）。使徒保罗鼓励我们说方言以造就自己。

He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. I would like every one of you to speak in tongues, but I would rather have you prophesy. He who prophesies is greater than one who speaks in tongues, unless he interprets, so that the church may be edified.
1Corinthians 14:4-5

说方言的，是造就自己。作先知讲道的，乃是造就教会。
我愿意你们都说方言。更愿意你们作先知讲道。因为说方言的，若不翻出来，使教会被造就，那作先知讲道的，就比他强了。
林前 14：4-5

Somehow I believe that speaking in tongue able to build a close relationship with GOD. Christine wishes that I can speak in tongue.
我是相信说方言能与神建立良好及稳固的关系。

*Speak in tongue is one of the indications of the filling of Holy spirit.
*说方言是其中一个圣灵充满的象征

...the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in tongues...

Acts 19:6

。。。圣灵便降在他们身上。他们就说方言。。。

使徒行传19：6

Thirdly, the existence of communication barrier among the member of the church as I m not good in English.
第三， 沟通问题

I need to know, I really need to know, Lord!
神阿， 让我知道，
Guide me, show me the path...
引导我
Because I strongly believe what You said,
我深信你所说的，

As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:9

天怎样高过地，照样我的道路，高过你们的道路，我的意念，高过你们的意念。
赛55：9

Pray for me, friends...
朋友，为我祷告。。。

Happy New Year in Japanese

Xiu Yi, Wan Yi, Me, Minori Yamamoto( Japanese's lec) and Lawrence

Akemashite Omedetoo

CNY mood?

It's not the time for me to turn into CNY mood..
Tomorow will have Cell Biology mid-term examination...
Though i feel tired and kept sleeping for the whole day after i came back from class...
I m going to get the new car tomorrow which means that I have the old car (Aunty's car) to drive start the day after tomorrow...

30th Jan 2010 Pesta Ang Pao of UMS is over!!!

Zoel,me, Chan Loong, Timbalan KP, Yong Wei, He Long(Micheal), Jessey

I will never regret to be the informal emcee in PAP of UMS 2010.

I did learn a lot in this event...

First of all, I have to thank GOD.

Thanks GOD for He has granted me wisdom and a good health of the body. Even though I did suffer from gastric during emcee practice.
The most impartant thing I want to thank GOD is this year PAP was great and awesome.

Next, I want to say THANK YOU to Eu Yang,See Yan, Meng Hu(China pretty girl) and Tze Yan (committee members of emcee unit) in order to show my gratitude.
I really appreciate for their patient in giving comment, polishing, and defences for us (all the informal emcee). Not only this, they did care about our health and indeed, I was very enjoy to cooperate with them.
I really hope that we are able to gather together again to have a nice fellowship.Thanks again for giving me a chance to be emcee in PAP.

Besides, I want to thank Yong Wei (English tutor of PPIB) for his critics and guidance. Actually, I really don't like him at the first time I saw him as he was trying to "kick" some of our informal emcees before we performed our concept to him. Though, after we presented to him, he bind our concept and just gave some comments to us. Indeed, he has a lot of experiences in doing such events. Hence, his comments were useful and did direct us to improve.

Haha, I want to thank Hong Wei ( the leader of programme unit) too. Eventhough he is not a systematic person and his always give blur directions, he is a responsible leader.


Patricia, Sin San, me and Shu Fen

I want to thank my best friend-Josy and Shu Fen as well. Josy, thanks for your encouragement when I told you that I want to quit and also thanks for accompanyied me to find my costume. Shu Fen, thanks for ur prayer and you did built up my self-confidence every time you share with me.

May GOD bless you all abundantly!!!!



Chan Loong, Zoel, me, Jessey and He Long

I will never forget you all, Jessey(tauke niong), He Long ( Jeneral Xiang Yu), Zoel (partner), Chan Loong (english partner) and also formal emcee (Rui Yin and Jun Yan).


Me and Jessey

Jessey, don't underestimate yourself! You did great last night.


Chan Loong, He Long and me

He Long( China cool guy), I know you are busy in doing business though don't forget to go to church o!


Chan Long, Zoel and Me

Zoel, I have to learn from you. You are best in doing a emcee. I feel glad to know you. Keep pushing on, Zoel! Trust yourself that you can do the best for GOD no matter in what position you are! Add oil!


Chan Loong and me

Chan Loong, you just joined us 12 days before PAP, still, you are able to catch up. I solute you as you are willing to replace Eu Yang and come to practice even though you are suffered from sore throat, coughing and fever. I did enjoy to be your partner although we didn't have much "mo qi". Initially, I worried to cooperate with you as you are a guy doesn't know much in Mandarin. But, but, we were manage to success PAP!!! Huh~
Actually, I hope you will teach me more English as I'd like to speak English fluently.

Keep in touch, everyone! GOD bless!

I need some one !!!

I think i am the weakest girl in the world...

I am not independent enough...

Always burdening others....

Is it due to I m the youngest and the only daughter in my family?

I want to be stronger...

I want to be an independent person...

I don't want to rely on others anymore...

Though i cant!!!!

I always plan to be a single, no boy friend no husband in my life...

BUT,

I am not a tough girl...

At this moment, i feel doubt and hesitate...

爱 Love

爱一个人就是如此
感觉来了就是来了
想挡也无法挡得了
还毫无理由地爱上
一眸一笑牵动着心
每时每刻都思念着

何谓爱？

上述的爱能恒久吗？

爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒。爱是不自夸。不张狂。

不作害羞的事。不求自己的益处。不轻易发怒。不计算人的恶。 不喜欢不义。只喜欢真理。 凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。 爱是永不止息。 哥林多前书 13：4-8

Love a person is so
Couldn't resist the feeling that came upon you
Couldn't find the reason to explain it
A pupil of the eye affects the heart-smile
Miss the person all the time

What is love?

Can the love described above be long-lasting?

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

说服？Ｃｏｎｖｉｎｃｉｎｇ？

不晓得什么原因， 我始终无法说服一人。。。

是我的态度有问题吗？

是我的表达能力差吗？

还是我的语气不善吗？

真理就是真理

为何还有成千上万的人不愿了解真理呢？

因为时候要到，人必厌烦纯正的道理。耳朵发痒，就随从自己的情欲，增添好些师傅。

提摩太后书 4：3

I　ｄｏ　ｎｏｔ　ｗｈｙ，　Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｃａｎｎｏｔ　ｃｏｎｖｉｎｃｅ　ｏｎｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ

Ｉｓ　ｍｙ　ａｔｔｉｔｕｄｅ　ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍｓ？

Ｉｓ ｍｙ　ｐｏｏｒ　ａｂｉｌｉｔｙ　ｉｎ　ｅｘｐｒｅｓｓｉｎｇ？

Ｏｒ　ｄｏ Ｉ have ｐｏｏｒ　tone?

Truth is truth

Why are there still thousand of people unwilling to understand the truth?


For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine.

Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear.

2 Timothy 4:3

Busy and Frustrated

Busy, busy and busy!!!!!!!!!

This word has become my best friend in this month...

Almost no one can replace it in my heart...

Why am I so busy and loaded?

Haizzzzzz.......

Just because of

I am the informal emcee of UMS Pesta Ang Pao this year which will be held on 30th of January...

Some more I have to spend a lot of time in gathering the information for topic that we are going to debate with UUM in Chinese Debate Competition next month...

I have no time to study and don't even think of building a genuine relationship with GOD, family and friends...

I have been occupied, feel burden and started astray from the will of GOD...

I plan to do a lot of things for GOD though i am not manage to do what I've plan...

¹⁸I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.^c]">[c] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. ¹⁹For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. ²⁰Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. ²¹So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. ²²For in my inner being I delight in God's law; ²³but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. ²⁴What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? ²⁵Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!
Romans 7:18-25

What changes did i have in last two weeks?

I registered as non-resident of UMS on 14th of January 2010...

I moved to Kingfisher (my aunt's house) on 16th of January 2010...

I am not the resident of Kampung E, UMS

I am not a "kampung" girl anymore!!!!!!! hehe

I won't be Sardine anymore...hehe...NO need to squeeze bus with others lo...hahaha