8/10/2010

Stressful

Tomorrow have Dr. Yasmin class.
Her class always make me feel stress and anxiety as I don't know when she will give us POP QUIZ.
Think of the first week of her lecture,
she gave us Quiz after the lecture straight away.
Wow! I could remember that my heart missed one bit after I heard of it...

I don't know why Pn. Izreen was in bad mood in this morning.
She expressed her anger to us by having a Quiz.
SWT!
I didn't study and didn't do any preparation for this course as I was exhausted last night after doing 6 hours lab work.
What to do?
I don't know how to face my results for this sem.

I tried to share my feeling to my dad, but he can't understand me and blaming me for taking part in too many activities in campus and in church.
I keep explaining to him, but he couldn't accept it.
Maybe he was right, I am overloaded.
However, I need his comfort for this moment and not his admonishment.
Who should I talk to?
Who can understand me?
Who can lend me his shoulder to let me lean on?
Who is my refuge?

What I can do now is pray and ask for God's comfort and strength for me to continue my tough journey.

Feel lucky and glad that I know Him since I was born. Otherwise I don't know how to overcome the troubles, conflicts, and difficulties happened in my life.