Disappointment 失望

成绩已经公布了。Result has been released.
退步了很多很多。My result for the 1st sem of 2nd year is disappointed me.
自问：I keep asking my self:
有努力吗？Did you put effort in study?
有。不过好像是往错的方向。I did. But seem like my effort is putting to the wrong direction.
想想上学期学了什么？What I've learned in the pass sem?
似乎只能用“忙”来形容。Nth. What I remembered is busy.
虚空，虚空。一切都是虚空。。。Meaningless, meaningless, utterly meaningless
我没有很好的学习背景,I do not have a great background in study
一切都是神的恩典。everything is by the grace of God

洛克菲勒曾告訴兒子，起點不是終點，不管出身如何，日後成敗，還是靠自己的努力。

鄭丁賢‧葉亞來和洛克菲勒2010-12-27 08:39
John D.Rockefeller

我的的确确有努力， 可能不够努力。Ya, I did put a lot of effort, probably not enough,though.
算了吧！Haiz....
下周就是新的学期，有新的发展空间。Next week is the brave new sem, a new space and area for me to develop I, myself.
这次要学会忙中有节制，玩中有自制。The lesson I have learn from last sem is self-control.