Sometimes i am looking for some evasions to explain why i never get full As in Government examination...
That is:
- I didn't have a stable and good environment to study. Because i have transferred to different schools since i was studying in kindergarten. Every time was transferred to different state..
From SRJK(C) Kahang,Johor (Yeart 1 to Year 3) to SJK(C) Yue Min,Sabah (Year 4 to Year 6) ...After that, my family moved from Sabah to Klang,Selangor..So, i study Form 1 in SMJK Chung Hwa,Klang.After one year,i have transferred to SMJK NAN HWA, Sitiawan of Perak(Form 2 to Upper 6) ... - I didn't have a good language foundation due to the lousy teachers in my primary school..
- I never attend tuition class(except the MUET tuition class)
However, i know that the actual reason is i was not hardworking enough and i was lazy..
I could still remember the passion before i entered Form Six... i had made a plan for my life....i told to myself,parents and God that i must get 4 flat in STPM...i was believing that by the power of God i can do everything...Cause there is nothing impossible in God....
In upper six,i had to be independent...my parents had moved to KL due to the job...i have to take care of myself... But i don't know how to take care of myself....I fell sick almost every months...I still could remember that i can't attend the mid-year exam because i was sick...After that,the most unlucky thing happens to me!!!
I was infected by dengue during the trial...I was depressed enough on that time....seems like i could not do anything except lied on the bed...
I just pray earnestly,i tried my best to memorize what i have been read and study before...Haizzz
In conclusion, i have been a very bad and unlucky year in upper six...
However i had experienced the mercy, grace and love from the almighty God...
Actually, i deeply understand that God has his purpose on everyone of us...I didn't get full As doesn't mean that i m not the good one,isn't?
Yes!Hopefully you will become stronger and stronger to meet your challenges in future! This is just a TEMPORARY DEFEAT not a FAILURE!no pain no gain right?so the larger your pains are,the stronger u become~ God bless you all the way^^
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