Resuming

It's been a long while I didn't write. Somehow I am afraid that I don't know how to write anymore. Resuming my writing habit took me a lot of efforts. I found that I can't be pampered all the time. I will be lazy eventually. In these recent year, I have been striving to be a better person. The reason of improving or updating myself is... I don't know. Am I trying to prove myself to others? The cruel truth is It's impossible to satisfy someone no matter how great you are. May God intervene in my life. I asked God to mold me when I was in the first year in University. God listened to my prayer. I have been through different challenges in my life in these two years. What did I learn? Be joyful in Lord all the time no matter how bad is the circumstances.