I am still vomiting...^^

It's have been 109 days of vomiting after eating... However, I am still survive... I manage to maintain my body weight even!!! It's miracle!!!! Thanks God! Huh, come to the end of the semester, finally.. However, there are still two papers ahead of me... After this, I will fly back to my parents' side... I really don't know how to face the result for this semester. I wish I can score well... Though, due to many reasons, I can predict that my CGPA for this semester will be dropped. Huhu.... It's sad to say that.. I can't possess healthy body, I can't own one's heart, I can't save one's soul, I really wish that I will be able to get good results (the achievement for a student)... Still, I can't own it... I have to praise God for all these things... I have to praise God for I am nothing... I have to praise God for I am who I am... I have to praise God even I am super sad now... I have to praise God with tears...