Left 3 papers

What is my feeling after Statistic paper?
Speechless...
I am not sure with the answer...
Not like last time,
I always confident in Mathematics....
BUT,
now I am scared...
What results will I get for Statistic?
I have to admit that I didn't put a lot of efforts on it...
Though I really hope that I can get at least B+....
Seems like it is impossible for me to get what I wish to...
I still remember my mid term for Statistic, I chose the wrong test...
haizz....
What should I do?

Delight yourself in the LORD and HE will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in HIM and HE will do this: HE will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

Psalms 37:4-6

Left 3 papers
After finished the major subjects, laziness is endeavouring to "devour" my volition to study....
How am I going to sit for these 3 papers without proper preparations?


I can do everything through HIM who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13

进步？退步？

考试第一周就这样过去了， 三张考卷也就这样考完了。。。
无意中发现我的读书方式及心态变了。。。
以前我是为了不要冒险，把老师所教过的都认真地阅读；
现在我是为了吸取知识， 把老师所教过的都认真的研读。

人家说， 你真大胆， 不看历年考卷吗？
抱歉， 上个学期就是看太多了， 反而令自己混淆。
因为有考卷，没答案；
增加了思考的时间， 减少了消化课文的时间。

知道出题的模式能改变什么吗？
倒不如安安份份地去消化学生应该要懂得的知识。。。

看历年的考卷的目的简单得很吧~
只是为了考好成绩。。。

可能是懒惰， 所以找些借口安慰自己。。。
然而， 我们考试是为了什么？
为了考好成绩而考？
为了测试知识而考？

前者昂或是后者呢？

多数人都是为了前者
结果是不晓得如何应用知识。。。

教育的失败昂或是我不明白考试的“真谛”

思及于此，
我的思想， 心态， 脑袋是进步了还是退步了？

这学期的成绩， 我好“期待”。。。
不是因为我能“作答自如 ”，
而是希望讲师能尽责地批改。
有两科主科修科目的讲师由于太忙碌， 而无法抽空批改半期考的考卷。
累积下来有三百多份的考卷，再 加上学哥学姐的考卷的话。。。

哇， 数量可真不少啊~

他们会如何批改呢？
一天平均花五小时批改十份， 一份约有十道题目。一道题平均约耗三分钟。
要批改完我班的考卷就需花约一个多月的时间。
（这是以最有效率的方式计算）
至于学哥学姐的。。。
抱歉，
无法预计所耗时间。

这学期的成绩会进步还是退步呢？

很快的，到了第二学期的尾声

考了两个科目， 心情没那并没像想象中的沉重。。。
应该感恩吧！
不再会为这不会做的考卷而流泪。。。
虽说放下了， 但还是无法入眠。。。
是因为还有五个科目正在等着我吗？
还是我并没有完全放下？

Delight yourself in the Lord and HE will give you the disires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; Trust in HIM and HE will do this: HE will make your righteuosness like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

Psalms 37:4-6

Study week

Feeling lazy and no mood to study...
What is the reason for me to study?
To get good results? Get a better class of degree? Get a better job?
I don't think this theory is true...
If it isn't true, then why i study?
To get knowledge?
Ya?
I am not sure I will get into the field I am studying now...
What should I do?
....
No matter what,
I have to study

21st birthday and Easter

Finally I reach 21(30th March 2010)

My 21st birthday very simple but significant
I spent the whole day to buy all the things for Easter gifts together with Shan Mei(my course mate)...


Thing happened like this:
On the day before my birthday(29th March 2010)
When i was reading the notes of Hubungan Etnik, the words of share the joy of Easter popped out in my mind... So i decided to give every of my classmates and lecturers a Easter gift on Thursday
(1/4/2010)

Making book marks

Packaging






The reason for me to do so is to share the love of GOD to them and let them know the resurrection of Jesus has brought us life and we are not afraid of death...


Do I feel alone?
Yes, I do..

My 21th birthday had been forgotten by many people and including I, myself...
I just realized after received the greeting msg from Zheng Yii and the call from Mee Lian at the mid night of 30th March.

No birthday song, no birthday cake, no any celebration.
However, thanks GOD that i have received a birthday gift from Joanne(course mate) and also received a lot of wishes from my class mates after being announced by class rep- Fatimah in my class...

I have to admit that I am a weak and vulnerable human being...
I really feel sad that all my close friends (in UMS) forgot my birthday...
But,
I didn't blame them as everyone is busy to complete the assignments that has to be handed up soon...
Some more one of my close friends fell sick and I know she feel sorry for me...
Please don't feel sorry for me but do feel happy and proud of me...

Because...
I am thankful for being able to do something for GOD in preparing the 250 Easter gifts together with 2 friends on my 21th birthday..
I am thankful for being able to cook porridge and take care of my friend who fall sick on the night of my 21th birthday..
I am thankful for being able to share the love to those people who is needy..

I like the way of having my birthday in serving others...
It was much more meaningful than go to some where else to celebrate with cakes, songs, presents and etc...
Eventhough it was quite lonely...
Eventhough in the depth of my heart really wish to have a cake and make a wish...

I know I am not alone...
Jesus is with me!

Lord, please strengthen me in every aspect...
I am 21 now, I wish to do more things for You...
I wish to get more Love from You so that I am able to love more people...
Bless me and my family, please...