Resuming

It's been a long while I didn't write. Somehow I am afraid that I don't know how to write anymore. Resuming my writing habit took me a lot of efforts. I found that I can't be pampered all the time. I will be lazy eventually. In these recent year, I have been striving to be a better person. The reason of improving or updating myself is... I don't know. Am I trying to prove myself to others? The cruel truth is It's impossible to satisfy someone no matter how great you are. May God intervene in my life. I asked God to mold me when I was in the first year in University. God listened to my prayer. I have been through different challenges in my life in these two years. What did I learn? Be joyful in Lord all the time no matter how bad is the circumstances.

I am still vomiting...^^

It's have been 109 days of vomiting after eating... However, I am still survive... I manage to maintain my body weight even!!! It's miracle!!!! Thanks God! Huh, come to the end of the semester, finally.. However, there are still two papers ahead of me... After this, I will fly back to my parents' side... I really don't know how to face the result for this semester. I wish I can score well... Though, due to many reasons, I can predict that my CGPA for this semester will be dropped. Huhu.... It's sad to say that.. I can't possess healthy body, I can't own one's heart, I can't save one's soul, I really wish that I will be able to get good results (the achievement for a student)... Still, I can't own it... I have to praise God for all these things... I have to praise God for I am nothing... I have to praise God for I am who I am... I have to praise God even I am super sad now... I have to praise God with tears...