Cried

Finally i cried this morning.....I really wanna to cry since Wednesday after i had been staying in library for six hours in editing our group assignment that we have to hand up by today....
Why i wanna to cry?
No other reasons but tired and stress...
Why i cannot cry when i wanna to cry?
No other reasons but too tired and no more energy for crying...
Initially i thought i will cry in the first week of being in UMS, but i never thought i can be such strong...
I had been facing a lot of trouble and problems last few weeks...I believe that if those incidents that i had faced happen to others, they will start to express their depression by crying ...But thanks God, i didn't cry but i able to joke and entertain my friends with my problems...
Why I can cry this morning?
No other reasons but i cannot answer my grammar quiz yesterday...I have done my revision, but i unable to answer...I will fail this quiz...haiz...
Really hope God will show his mercy upon me...

Orientation week in UMS

This week is really an exhausted week...Woke up at 4am ang slept at 2am..Just slept 4 2 hours..Really can't imagine i m still alive after being torturing 4 almost a week..I never thought tat i can be a very tough and independent girl...As u know i came here alone,without accompanied by parents even friends...i have faced a lot of problems in the registration day in UMS, though i had solved all my prblems i faced by praying and calling to my brother(Jit Yo)..really appreciate 4 everything he've done 4 me...I know a lot of new friends from different states (got chinese,malay,dusun,kadasan,iban...)

Now i miss my dog...feel curious,rite?i didn't miss my parents but miss my dog(Vim)...haha...Act, no other reason just because "he" can't chat to me..i can call my parents when i miss them,but i can't call Vim when i miss "him"....haha..

Anyway,i know i have to face a lot of challenges in uni life...Just hope that i can be strong enough no matter in mentally or physically...