Anxiety, worry, stress

I know that I should cast all my daily worries (burden) to God, but still I m not able to do that… What is happening to me??

I am not only worrying about my own problems, yet worry about others. Even though they will never know that I m worrying about them.. I m worrying about him.. I do not know whether he is able to handle all these problems he faced..I can’t help him but pray for him…

What supposed I do in order to put off my worries?

I have been through a lot of things in these few years..Sometimes I can't even believe that I m still alive, still breathing, and still able to live in this world like others...

I feel stress and I can't feel that Lord is in my life when I woke up this morning.. Sorry, lord…I recalled the song of Grace..

I ask you how many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down..
And each time I will fall short of your glory, how far will forgiveness abound?
And you answer My child, I love you, and as long as u seeking my face, you’ll walk in the p’wer of my daily sufficient grace…

How can I seek your face? My eyes have been cover by problems and I can’t even see your mercy that you have already shown upon me in my daily life, Lord… I know that you love me and so do I. Somehow I feel like I am not qualify to say that “I love U” as I keep falling your glory.. My bad attitude, my words, and my mind always sin against you…

I m lacking of motivation and I can’t focus in my studying..Really want to get an excellent result in Uni… I know my parents have a high expectation on me… I can’t disappoint them… They have been looked down by relatives, friends even colleagues just because of their low education level…They are not deserve to be looking down by others as what were they today is the consequences of scarifying for their family…

Lord, please guide me… Please grant me the wisdom that I need as u had granted to Solomon…

Oh, that You will bless me enlarge my territory, let Your hand be with me and keep me from harm so that I will free from pain…