Please, don't think that I m a Holy person.
我并不是个神圣的人
The reason I want to fasting and pray is to seek the answer from GOD.
我需要神的引导， 所以我要禁食祷告
Honestly, I haven't settled in a church.
坦白说， 我还没固定在一个教会
In the end of year 2009, I had decided to stay in Grace Chaper of Kingfisher.
去年年尾， 我决定去翠鸟园的恩惠堂
Though, after I attended the Sunday service in Christ the King, Anglican church of
Kingfisher, which has started the mandarin service in the beginning of this year, I found my position in serving GOD on that moment.
但是， 基督君王教会（圣公会）在今年初开始了华文崇拜。在我参加了他们的一次聚会后， 我似乎找到了我在那间教会的事奉岗位。
So, I feel hesitate and I don't know how to make the decision.
我开始犹豫了。。。。。。
***I m not denigrate any church. Grace Chaper is a very nice church and you can really experience the warmth of family and the Love of Christ right there.
Some more, Skyline , the church located in Sutera Habour really impressed me. I like their preaching. Those preaching really inspire me. Not only that, the concept of the campus ministry that proposed by Christine who is now training the leaders for campus ministry really fits my burden. I ave a heart of evangelism in campus. However, there have some obstacles for me to join Skyline.
再加上， Skyline 是一间令我拥有印象非常深刻的教会。牧师所讲的道非常激励我。而且， 他们校园事工的概念与我的负担非常相似。但是，
Firstly, the distance of the church is very far from the place I stay.
它离我家太远了。
Secondly, I am from conservative denomination (Presbyterian and Methodist). So, I don't have the experience in speaking in tongue. Whatever I have been taught, not speaking in tongue doesn't means that you are not filled with holy spirit. But,apostle Paul did encourage us to speak in tongue in order to edify ourselves.
第二， 他们非常鼓励会友们说方言而我没此经验。因为我出生于保守宗派 （长老会与卫理公会）。使徒保罗鼓励我们说方言以造就自己。
He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. I would like every one of you to speak in tongues, but I would rather have you prophesy. He who prophesies is greater than one who speaks in tongues, unless he interprets, so that the church may be edified.
1Corinthians 14:4-5
说方言的，是造就自己。作先知讲道的，乃是造就教会。
我愿意你们都说方言。更愿意你们作先知讲道。因为说方言的，若不翻出来，使教会被造就，那作先知讲道的，就比他强了。
林前 14：4-5
Somehow I believe that speaking in tongue able to build a close relationship with GOD. Christine wishes that I can speak in tongue.
我是相信说方言能与神建立良好及稳固的关系。
*Speak in tongue is one of the indications of the filling of Holy spirit.
*说方言是其中一个圣灵充满的象征
...the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in tongues...
Acts 19:6
。。。圣灵便降在他们身上。他们就说方言。。。
使徒行传19：6
Thirdly, the existence of communication barrier among the member of the church as I m not good in English.
第三， 沟通问题
I need to know, I really need to know, Lord!
神阿， 让我知道，
Guide me, show me the path...
引导我
Because I strongly believe what You said,
我深信你所说的，
As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:9
天怎样高过地，照样我的道路，高过你们的道路，我的意念，高过你们的意念。赛55：9
Pray for me, friends...
朋友，为我祷告。。。
