30th Jan 2010 Pesta Ang Pao of UMS is over!!!

Zoel,me, Chan Loong, Timbalan KP, Yong Wei, He Long(Micheal), Jessey

I will never regret to be the informal emcee in PAP of UMS 2010.

I did learn a lot in this event...

First of all, I have to thank GOD.

Thanks GOD for He has granted me wisdom and a good health of the body. Even though I did suffer from gastric during emcee practice.
The most impartant thing I want to thank GOD is this year PAP was great and awesome.

Next, I want to say THANK YOU to Eu Yang,See Yan, Meng Hu(China pretty girl) and Tze Yan (committee members of emcee unit) in order to show my gratitude.
I really appreciate for their patient in giving comment, polishing, and defences for us (all the informal emcee). Not only this, they did care about our health and indeed, I was very enjoy to cooperate with them.
I really hope that we are able to gather together again to have a nice fellowship.Thanks again for giving me a chance to be emcee in PAP.

Besides, I want to thank Yong Wei (English tutor of PPIB) for his critics and guidance. Actually, I really don't like him at the first time I saw him as he was trying to "kick" some of our informal emcees before we performed our concept to him. Though, after we presented to him, he bind our concept and just gave some comments to us. Indeed, he has a lot of experiences in doing such events. Hence, his comments were useful and did direct us to improve.

Haha, I want to thank Hong Wei ( the leader of programme unit) too. Eventhough he is not a systematic person and his always give blur directions, he is a responsible leader.


Patricia, Sin San, me and Shu Fen

I want to thank my best friend-Josy and Shu Fen as well. Josy, thanks for your encouragement when I told you that I want to quit and also thanks for accompanyied me to find my costume. Shu Fen, thanks for ur prayer and you did built up my self-confidence every time you share with me.

May GOD bless you all abundantly!!!!



Chan Loong, Zoel, me, Jessey and He Long

I will never forget you all, Jessey(tauke niong), He Long ( Jeneral Xiang Yu), Zoel (partner), Chan Loong (english partner) and also formal emcee (Rui Yin and Jun Yan).


Me and Jessey

Jessey, don't underestimate yourself! You did great last night.


Chan Loong, He Long and me

He Long( China cool guy), I know you are busy in doing business though don't forget to go to church o!


Chan Long, Zoel and Me

Zoel, I have to learn from you. You are best in doing a emcee. I feel glad to know you. Keep pushing on, Zoel! Trust yourself that you can do the best for GOD no matter in what position you are! Add oil!


Chan Loong and me

Chan Loong, you just joined us 12 days before PAP, still, you are able to catch up. I solute you as you are willing to replace Eu Yang and come to practice even though you are suffered from sore throat, coughing and fever. I did enjoy to be your partner although we didn't have much "mo qi". Initially, I worried to cooperate with you as you are a guy doesn't know much in Mandarin. But, but, we were manage to success PAP!!! Huh~
Actually, I hope you will teach me more English as I'd like to speak English fluently.

Keep in touch, everyone! GOD bless!

I need some one !!!

I think i am the weakest girl in the world...

I am not independent enough...

Always burdening others....

Is it due to I m the youngest and the only daughter in my family?

I want to be stronger...

I want to be an independent person...

I don't want to rely on others anymore...

Though i cant!!!!

I always plan to be a single, no boy friend no husband in my life...

BUT,

I am not a tough girl...

At this moment, i feel doubt and hesitate...

爱 Love

爱一个人就是如此
感觉来了就是来了
想挡也无法挡得了
还毫无理由地爱上
一眸一笑牵动着心
每时每刻都思念着

何谓爱？

上述的爱能恒久吗？

爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒。爱是不自夸。不张狂。

不作害羞的事。不求自己的益处。不轻易发怒。不计算人的恶。 不喜欢不义。只喜欢真理。 凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。 爱是永不止息。 哥林多前书 13：4-8

Love a person is so
Couldn't resist the feeling that came upon you
Couldn't find the reason to explain it
A pupil of the eye affects the heart-smile
Miss the person all the time

What is love?

Can the love described above be long-lasting?

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

说服？Ｃｏｎｖｉｎｃｉｎｇ？

不晓得什么原因， 我始终无法说服一人。。。

是我的态度有问题吗？

是我的表达能力差吗？

还是我的语气不善吗？

真理就是真理

为何还有成千上万的人不愿了解真理呢？

因为时候要到，人必厌烦纯正的道理。耳朵发痒，就随从自己的情欲，增添好些师傅。

提摩太后书 4：3

I　ｄｏ　ｎｏｔ　ｗｈｙ，　Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｃａｎｎｏｔ　ｃｏｎｖｉｎｃｅ　ｏｎｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ

Ｉｓ　ｍｙ　ａｔｔｉｔｕｄｅ　ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍｓ？

Ｉｓ ｍｙ　ｐｏｏｒ　ａｂｉｌｉｔｙ　ｉｎ　ｅｘｐｒｅｓｓｉｎｇ？

Ｏｒ　ｄｏ Ｉ have ｐｏｏｒ　tone?

Truth is truth

Why are there still thousand of people unwilling to understand the truth?


For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine.

Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear.

2 Timothy 4:3

Busy and Frustrated

Busy, busy and busy!!!!!!!!!

This word has become my best friend in this month...

Almost no one can replace it in my heart...

Why am I so busy and loaded?

Haizzzzzz.......

Just because of

I am the informal emcee of UMS Pesta Ang Pao this year which will be held on 30th of January...

Some more I have to spend a lot of time in gathering the information for topic that we are going to debate with UUM in Chinese Debate Competition next month...

I have no time to study and don't even think of building a genuine relationship with GOD, family and friends...

I have been occupied, feel burden and started astray from the will of GOD...

I plan to do a lot of things for GOD though i am not manage to do what I've plan...

¹⁸I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.^c]">[c] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. ¹⁹For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. ²⁰Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. ²¹So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. ²²For in my inner being I delight in God's law; ²³but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. ²⁴What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? ²⁵Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!
Romans 7:18-25

What changes did i have in last two weeks?

I registered as non-resident of UMS on 14th of January 2010...

I moved to Kingfisher (my aunt's house) on 16th of January 2010...

I am not the resident of Kampung E, UMS

I am not a "kampung" girl anymore!!!!!!! hehe

I won't be Sardine anymore...hehe...NO need to squeeze bus with others lo...hahaha

Feelings

Feel happy,excited, grateful, thankful....Juz feel nice and can't express my feeling by words...

Step into 2nd sem, my aim make me feel challenged yet hopefulness...

Looking back to 1st sem, I feel thankful enough...

Thank You, my Lord
for listening to my prayers
(I got JPA scholarship and my results is far more better than i predicted)
for You've strengthened my faith on You after i asked You to grant me whatever I need
for sending 'angels' to my side when my faith was shaking

Thank you,dad n mom
for what you have done for me
for praying for me, my lecturers and coursemates
And encouragements that you gave me when I was in desperation

Thanks, my bro
for your financial support and your help (haha, dun worry,bro! i will pay back the money you had given to me)

Thanks,my friends
for your help, prayer, encouragement and support...

May God bless you all abundantly...

小六评审成绩放榜了！！！

昨天，家中电话忽然响起
接电话后才从堂表妹（我的阿姨嫁给我的叔叔生下的唯一女儿）的口中得知

小六评审的成绩已放榜了！！！

曾经身为补习老师的我，连忙发简讯给学生，向她们打听成绩。

信就是所望之事的实低，是未见之事的确据
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　希伯来书　１１：１

我一直都很相信她们能考取优异的成绩。

但，

信心若是没有行为就是死的。
　　　　　　　　　　　雅各书　２：１７　

说起来有点惭愧，在她们面临小六评审时，别说鼓励教导、关心她们，我竟然忘了为她们祷告。。。

坦白说，

我是一位要求非常高及严厉老师，我满意的程度是甲，乙还能接受，丙呢？勉强啦~其它？！免谈！

虽然当时我考小六时的成绩不理想，但我对学生的要求非常高。所谓教不严，师之惰；然而真正的原因是收了钱。哈哈！


感到庆幸的是我所教的科目，她（薛虹）都拿甲，除了写作部分。。。

然而，


我那精灵的堂表妹（恩惠）因我入大学后少了督促，在慵懒的态度下进入考场。。。

人种的是什么，收的也是什么。

　　　　　　　　　　　加拉太书 5：22

她的成绩令我蛮失望的，因我对她的期望很高。
＊若没记错当时她的健康状况也不好（气喘）

她的国理、华理、华作及数得甲，其余乙，英文得丙。。。
为何她的英文得到如此成绩？扪心自问
是我忽略了吗?
是！
在四个月的补习期间，英文练习是少了点。。。
希望我下次能够平衡、完善地顾及学生所有的科目。


愿她中学生生涯能向她的大哥（征宇）一样有能力地以成绩来荣耀神。

当然，我更希望的是她能在基督里茁壮地成长，讨神的喜悦。

因

敬畏耶和华是智慧的开端，

认识至圣者便是聪明。

　　　　　　　　　箴言９：１０