Recently

10th of March
My car involved in an accident.
Actually that was my fault.
Anyway,
Thanks GOD, that's just a minor accident.
No one injured.

Recently really busy in doing assignments, lab reports, and presentation.
Getting more and more things to do.

I am preparing for my next sem activities as well.

1.SSMP countryside service
We are going to Sepulut, Pensiangan, Sabah on July 2010 to bring help to the villagers.
This project is organized by SSMP together with health ministry, so there will be doctors going together with us.
Sepulut is an interior area which located at the south of Sabah.
There have no electricity, network and pipe water.
It can be said as isolated place.
That's the reason we go over there.
We, as a student, must be exposed to outside world.
This is a golden opportunity for you and me to learn and to apply our knowledge in helping people.

2.SSMP foodbitez cafe
Whole new concept of cafe is going to be born in SSMP!

3.SSMP aims night
In the process of recruiting committee and figuring the theme.

4.Japanese cultural night
To UMS students:
I need emcee!!!
Really, who is able to speak Malay or English fluently is welcomed...
Of course, I am looking for a japanese speaker as well...
Please e-mail me if you are interested.
e-mail address:
milcah1989@hotmail.com
milcahai@gmail.com

5.Chinese debate club
Erm ... thinking a way to improve this club.

*SSMP=sekolah Sains Makanan dan Pemakanan

Still, campus ministry and study is my priority.

Final starts from 19th April to 5th May.
Havent started to study yet.

Hopefully I can arrange everything properly and able to score well in this sem in order to glorify the name of GOD.

Fasting 禁食

Please, don't think that I m a Holy person.
我并不是个神圣的人

The reason I want to fasting and pray is to seek the answer from GOD.
我需要神的引导， 所以我要禁食祷告

Honestly, I haven't settled in a church.
坦白说， 我还没固定在一个教会

In the end of year 2009, I had decided to stay in Grace Chaper of Kingfisher.
去年年尾， 我决定去翠鸟园的恩惠堂

Though, after I attended the Sunday service in Christ the King, Anglican church of
Kingfisher, which has started the mandarin service in the beginning of this year, I found my position in serving GOD on that moment.
但是， 基督君王教会（圣公会）在今年初开始了华文崇拜。在我参加了他们的一次聚会后， 我似乎找到了我在那间教会的事奉岗位。

So, I feel hesitate and I don't know how to make the decision.
我开始犹豫了。。。。。。

***I m not denigrate any church. Grace Chaper is a very nice church and you can really experience the warmth of family and the Love of Christ right there.

Some more, Skyline , the church located in Sutera Habour really impressed me. I like their preaching. Those preaching really inspire me. Not only that, the concept of the campus ministry that proposed by Christine who is now training the leaders for campus ministry really fits my burden. I ave a heart of evangelism in campus. However, there have some obstacles for me to join Skyline.
再加上， Skyline 是一间令我拥有印象非常深刻的教会。牧师所讲的道非常激励我。而且， 他们校园事工的概念与我的负担非常相似。但是，

Firstly, the distance of the church is very far from the place I stay.
它离我家太远了。

Secondly, I am from conservative denomination (Presbyterian and Methodist). So, I don't have the experience in speaking in tongue. Whatever I have been taught, not speaking in tongue doesn't means that you are not filled with holy spirit. But,apostle Paul did encourage us to speak in tongue in order to edify ourselves.
第二， 他们非常鼓励会友们说方言而我没此经验。因为我出生于保守宗派 （长老会与卫理公会）。使徒保罗鼓励我们说方言以造就自己。

He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. I would like every one of you to speak in tongues, but I would rather have you prophesy. He who prophesies is greater than one who speaks in tongues, unless he interprets, so that the church may be edified.
1Corinthians 14:4-5

说方言的，是造就自己。作先知讲道的，乃是造就教会。
我愿意你们都说方言。更愿意你们作先知讲道。因为说方言的，若不翻出来，使教会被造就，那作先知讲道的，就比他强了。
林前 14：4-5

Somehow I believe that speaking in tongue able to build a close relationship with GOD. Christine wishes that I can speak in tongue.
我是相信说方言能与神建立良好及稳固的关系。

*Speak in tongue is one of the indications of the filling of Holy spirit.
*说方言是其中一个圣灵充满的象征

...the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in tongues...

Acts 19:6

。。。圣灵便降在他们身上。他们就说方言。。。

使徒行传19：6

Thirdly, the existence of communication barrier among the member of the church as I m not good in English.
第三， 沟通问题

I need to know, I really need to know, Lord!
神阿， 让我知道，
Guide me, show me the path...
引导我
Because I strongly believe what You said,
我深信你所说的，

As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:9

天怎样高过地，照样我的道路，高过你们的道路，我的意念，高过你们的意念。
赛55：9

Pray for me, friends...
朋友，为我祷告。。。

Happy New Year in Japanese

Xiu Yi, Wan Yi, Me, Minori Yamamoto( Japanese's lec) and Lawrence

Akemashite Omedetoo

CNY mood?

It's not the time for me to turn into CNY mood..
Tomorow will have Cell Biology mid-term examination...
Though i feel tired and kept sleeping for the whole day after i came back from class...
I m going to get the new car tomorrow which means that I have the old car (Aunty's car) to drive start the day after tomorrow...

30th Jan 2010 Pesta Ang Pao of UMS is over!!!

Zoel,me, Chan Loong, Timbalan KP, Yong Wei, He Long(Micheal), Jessey

I will never regret to be the informal emcee in PAP of UMS 2010.

I did learn a lot in this event...

First of all, I have to thank GOD.

Thanks GOD for He has granted me wisdom and a good health of the body. Even though I did suffer from gastric during emcee practice.
The most impartant thing I want to thank GOD is this year PAP was great and awesome.

Next, I want to say THANK YOU to Eu Yang,See Yan, Meng Hu(China pretty girl) and Tze Yan (committee members of emcee unit) in order to show my gratitude.
I really appreciate for their patient in giving comment, polishing, and defences for us (all the informal emcee). Not only this, they did care about our health and indeed, I was very enjoy to cooperate with them.
I really hope that we are able to gather together again to have a nice fellowship.Thanks again for giving me a chance to be emcee in PAP.

Besides, I want to thank Yong Wei (English tutor of PPIB) for his critics and guidance. Actually, I really don't like him at the first time I saw him as he was trying to "kick" some of our informal emcees before we performed our concept to him. Though, after we presented to him, he bind our concept and just gave some comments to us. Indeed, he has a lot of experiences in doing such events. Hence, his comments were useful and did direct us to improve.

Haha, I want to thank Hong Wei ( the leader of programme unit) too. Eventhough he is not a systematic person and his always give blur directions, he is a responsible leader.


Patricia, Sin San, me and Shu Fen

I want to thank my best friend-Josy and Shu Fen as well. Josy, thanks for your encouragement when I told you that I want to quit and also thanks for accompanyied me to find my costume. Shu Fen, thanks for ur prayer and you did built up my self-confidence every time you share with me.

May GOD bless you all abundantly!!!!



Chan Loong, Zoel, me, Jessey and He Long

I will never forget you all, Jessey(tauke niong), He Long ( Jeneral Xiang Yu), Zoel (partner), Chan Loong (english partner) and also formal emcee (Rui Yin and Jun Yan).


Me and Jessey

Jessey, don't underestimate yourself! You did great last night.


Chan Loong, He Long and me

He Long( China cool guy), I know you are busy in doing business though don't forget to go to church o!


Chan Long, Zoel and Me

Zoel, I have to learn from you. You are best in doing a emcee. I feel glad to know you. Keep pushing on, Zoel! Trust yourself that you can do the best for GOD no matter in what position you are! Add oil!


Chan Loong and me

Chan Loong, you just joined us 12 days before PAP, still, you are able to catch up. I solute you as you are willing to replace Eu Yang and come to practice even though you are suffered from sore throat, coughing and fever. I did enjoy to be your partner although we didn't have much "mo qi". Initially, I worried to cooperate with you as you are a guy doesn't know much in Mandarin. But, but, we were manage to success PAP!!! Huh~
Actually, I hope you will teach me more English as I'd like to speak English fluently.

Keep in touch, everyone! GOD bless!

I need some one !!!

I think i am the weakest girl in the world...

I am not independent enough...

Always burdening others....

Is it due to I m the youngest and the only daughter in my family?

I want to be stronger...

I want to be an independent person...

I don't want to rely on others anymore...

Though i cant!!!!

I always plan to be a single, no boy friend no husband in my life...

BUT,

I am not a tough girl...

At this moment, i feel doubt and hesitate...

爱 Love

爱一个人就是如此
感觉来了就是来了
想挡也无法挡得了
还毫无理由地爱上
一眸一笑牵动着心
每时每刻都思念着

何谓爱？

上述的爱能恒久吗？

爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒。爱是不自夸。不张狂。

不作害羞的事。不求自己的益处。不轻易发怒。不计算人的恶。 不喜欢不义。只喜欢真理。 凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。 爱是永不止息。 哥林多前书 13：4-8

Love a person is so
Couldn't resist the feeling that came upon you
Couldn't find the reason to explain it
A pupil of the eye affects the heart-smile
Miss the person all the time

What is love?

Can the love described above be long-lasting?

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8